Why am I here?

Why are WE here?

Sahara Desert, Africa

A question that runs through my head a lot: What am I doing here? What am I doing on this Earth? Why am I who I am?

For much time now, my main focus and driver was that I am here to help others, generate catastrophic change, and create a more holistic universe. I know lots of others feel this empowerment as well. There’s so much change we wanna see yet, the world is stagnant with fear. We want to do so much outside of ourselves and sometimes we miss the importance of fixing our insides first.

In all honestly, I write about all of these brilliant ideologies yet when it comes to applying them to my life, I stumble.

I can’t sit here and say I believe in myself 100%. I can’t sit here and say that I don’t overanalyze situations and create wild scenarios in my head about myself and others. I can’t sit here and guarantee you that I find my life to be “perfect”; doubts, time, body expectations, and friend expectations lead me into a spiral.

For much time, I kept putting this emphasis on the things I need to do outside of myself. “I NEED to change the world, I NEED to do this, I NEED to do that” comes out of my mouth a lot.

I am now realizing that the only way to obtain these bewildering dreams of mine is to truthfully and deeply believe in myself. There is no friend or…