Perception Creates Reality
The amount of power that I hold within me is outrageously turned on and active. I hear myself!!!!!!!! I see myself!!!!!!! It’s the best feeling in the world. Because of this, I am incredibly in touch with myself when it comes to knowing what I need. If I need more time, I take more time. If I need food, I get food. If I need to rest, I rest. If I need to walk around alone, I walk around alone. I do not fight my emotions as they are coming in and it’s changing my life. I have done so much relationship work with myself that if an emotion arises, I absolutely trust that emotion and devote energy towards committing to that decision. When an emotion arises and I feel it is rooted in a place of hate or fear, I know it's not my heart speaking.
As a fact, we must comprehend that we feed off each other very unintentionally. So at this point, when I obtain negative energy, I observe my surroundings. “You are your environment” is the exact motto for the unintentional (and intentional) socialization that I am referring to. We feed off each other. It’s the beauty of humanity. It’s our nature. It’s why we are all so alike yet I feel like no one wants to admit this just yet. There’s so much polarity in our world that disagreeing is easier than agreeing. Because of what we physically appear as unfortunately, in today’s day and age, determines EVERYTHING ABOUT WHO YOU ARE. It is my understanding that we are reflections of one another. It brings my heart joy to see and understand the idea of being reflections of one another. Once you transmit this idea into your overall existence and perhaps wire it into your DNA, you will view reality differently. You will soon start to relate, understand, and want to be friends with anything in your environment.
I used to suffer immensely when it came to making the best choices for myself. I could never stop to understand that I need more time to process. I didn’t want to stop and understand that I need more time. Nobody wants to slow down when you are trained to RUN FOR YOUR LIFE. I never wanted to stop because I thought it would make me look weak. Just a few minutes ago, I was prompted with a question that I knew needed more thought. So, for the first time in my life, before I said what I wanted I asked for more time. I went to my room. Wrote out a few texts to some friends for advice but before they even responded I knew what I wanted. I returned to the person who prompted the question with my answer. That time that I took to breathe, walk into my room, and assess the situation, helped me make the best decision for my heart and soul.
The one thing I am learning on this journey is immense patience. I need patience for about everything I do when it comes to me traveling solo. Of course, it’s crucial for now, but for the rest of my life, if I take time and assess situations with myself, everything will be marvelous.
More so, I can not afford to make impulsive decisions whatsoever. It’s honestly dangerous to make impulsive decisions out here alone because I know in my heart that the impulse is derived from my mind. When I make decisions from my mind, it is because I didn’t give it much thought and return the impulse with “Is this truly important to me? Is this something that I want?”
When I walked into my room and asked those two questions, I immediately got my answer and respected that answer.
I guess what I am trying to say here is that the lesson of “working with time and not against time” will save your life. You are granted a specific amount of time before you come into this world. Don’t rush it. Don’t run to the finish line.
Love thy neighbor,
Chelsey Grace Jacobs
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BLESS MY SOUL IF I GOTTA SAY, GOD DAMNNNNN.
