2 be in harmony

trust yourself ❤

If every day we wake up with the same intrusive thoughts and every day we get angry at them or don't allow a shift in our consciousness to occur, then how can change ever be cultivated?

As I realize how intoxicating and invasive intrusive thoughts are, there's a LARGE part of those voices that don’t belong to me. The voices I can’t control aren't me and they aren't you. I used to feed the fire to the thoughts and seek validation because I needed to make myself feel better and there was so much of me that wanted to identify with them. They felt a part of me. They feel a part of us. I couldn't ever imagine that they were there to help me, show me more of my potential, and register with the grand idea of “surrendering.” We get high off planning our futures and always use energy to create these futuristic illusions in our consciousness to feel safe, loved, and protected.

I do this a lot. I seek comfort in what's to come in the future but how could I not? I see the dopest future for myself! When doubt is expanded within my consciousness, I often forget my powers. We forget our powers. I loathe doubt but doubt can be used as a virtue if you alchemize it in that manner. If you can think that deep into doubt, you can think that clear into certainty.